MOONLIGHT

It is full moon tonight. It is so beautiful to look at outside. But unfortunately it is too cold to go outside. But I am still enjoying the moon. Its so romantic. I wish had some one to share this moment.

What is love

What is love? I have been asking this question since I heard the word"Love." I asked many people who were in love. I got so many definitions. Only thing came to my mind that love can not have so many definitions. I its one love why there would be so many definition. There must be only one definition. But, it has been two decades and I still do not know the right definition. Sometimes, I think I have the right definition, then some things come up and changes my definition.

Here is what I think is love:
1. Love is power, strength, not blind or weakness.

2. Love is pure and sacred, so when people hurt their lovers because they can not have them, this is not love but madness

3. Love is not madness, but it definitely make people desperate and brave.

4. People could not possible fall in love over and over again. Because when people really love somebody, they can give up everything for their lovers. So, there is no way one human can give up everything for a new person in every new season. It is not easy to give up everything for a person you love and hope for no return.

5. In love, people do not sacrifice because giving is love. This is what you are supposed to do when you are in love. You give even when you know that you will not get any thing in return. You give even when you know that your love do not know that you are giving.

6. Love is not practical because its divine.

7. Unfortunately, these days love is everything but divine.

I wish I were in love....................

Life is like sunset

Life is like sunset. I do not mean this depressing way. I mean it beautiful way. Every day I wake up with new plan, new dreams, new goals for the day. Most of the time I fail to accomplish my goals. I get upset for a while. Then, I call it a day, and go to sleep. I wake up with another dreams and goals for the next day and day after that.

I used to think that my life is boring. Think again.

why do people think about religion?

I do not understand why do people think about religion? I mean so many basic things to think about what you can prove by scientific methods. Then, why do people spend time thinking about abstract thing as religion. Religion is a set of beliefs. They all have one underlying purpose. Fairness. Good. Not harming other people. Not being selfish. Then, why can not people accept religion as it is? Why question them? Why trying to prove which religion is better? They are all same if you follow as it is.

Unfortunately, people makes up their own religion. In the name of religion, people control other people. At some point it becomes tool of oppression.

Religion is supposed to be chaste, pure and divine. But, when I look around I only see hatred, suspicion, anger, and revenge.

WHY? WHY? WHY?

Why recruiting ??

Why I have to let people know what I am thinking? Why cant I just live my life as it is? Why Must I have to prove my self to other people?

Day Dreaming

I have problems. A lot of them. one of them is daydreaming. I day dream a lot. About many things. I daydream mostly about my future, my husband and kids. Sometimes, I imagine being an actress and a super successful model.
I know its funny and very much absurd where I am from.
still, I like it and love it. I think my daydreaming habit keeps my life interesting.

Well, there are side effects.

Good Effects:
1. I can lead my false interesting life.
2. I never get bored, since I have tv inside my head
3. I am happy, most of the time.
4. I can be myself and can live my life without outside contacts.

Bad effects:
1. I become very much absent-minded.
2. I can never do anything according to my plan. Since, my day dreaming delays everything.
3. I am very undisciplined because of it.
4.sometimes people think I am crazy. Because they see me talking, laughing and crying all by myself. (May be I am. I should check my head)

So, this is the list.

if somebody reading this and have same problem, plz don't forget to leave comments and mention more good and bad effects of it. May be we can create a daydream club and not feel bad about for being different.

How are we Mordern

1. We think that we are developed enough to export democracy.

Sadly, we have little faith in our government

2. We think we have freedom of religion, speech and rights to do whatever we want

Yet, it took about decades of struggle to approve gay marriage

3. We think we have given our women a lot of freedom

Still, we measure standard our women based on their physical beauty. You will never find a famous female celebrity who is not a slut.

4. We are call this country a land of opportunity

Unfortunately, discrimination is still, a big issue.

Its just make me really sad. We are turning into a country of humanlike-animal with no morality. I thought morality a part of civil culture. But, I am not as sure of this as I see America.